The Devil’s Bride (poetry)

Away, in the forest, the wind softly calls 

Nudging the trees, stirring them awake

Tip-toeing through the eerie blackness

Oh hark! There she comes again..

Noiselessly, whispering his very name…

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As if on cue, the jackal howls 

Nervously darting  from her path

Teeth bared, it watches her pass

Ominously growling at her sweeping train

Not once she flinches but chants his name.

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A wandering sorceress she is called

Not a soul knows who she was before

Terrifying tales of her magical spells

Often retold by simple village dame

No other sound escapes her lips, other than that hallowed name….

 

As her dark veil slips in the rippling breeze

Night itself gasps in shock

Trembling, the wind dances around her

Offering its allegiance, like a stallion tame

Now’s the time! And she cries out his name.

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A tremor under her feet she feels

No fear clouds her ember eyes

“Tell me that you’ve come for me!

One promise that can”t go in vain,

Now prove the magic of your name!”

 

And the shadows hear her ardent pleas

Nestled in black, they creep up to her

They engulf her in a lover’s embrace

Over her being, like the caress of spring rain

Nearer than ever, she hears his name.

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As if all hell had broken loose

Nameless voices shrieked their glee

Tugging her along, the shadows swept

Obscuring her, like living bait

Now blushing, she awaited her mate.

 

Who knows what transpired that terrible night…

And what became of the devil’s bride,,,

 

Fangirl💃: a silly poem.

images (3)The man strode down the winding stairs
And raised his eyes to glance but once
Caressing me with his careless glimpse
His feet impatient, but I saw my chance!
I brushed past him, my skirt a-twirl.

My heart a-flutter, I’m his fangirl.

Alas! My show was all a waste
His eyes were glued to the bluish screen
My eyes scanned for a hint of a smile
When startling me, his phone went ringgg!
Soon she arrived, with a plumage of curls
And who stood watching? This silly fangirl

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I heaved a sigh , the two then hugged  Closing my eyes, I wished time halts
How long who knows.. i just stood there
As a loud bell rang, I awoke with a jolt
Rushed up the stairs, clutching the wall
Sad and forlorn, this sweet fangirl!

 Plopping down, I buried my face
“He has someone!” My insides broke
My head was a brick, eyes pools of tears
“Its gonna be alright,” my bestie spoke
Then she squealed, I thought ‘what a churl!’
While wallowing in pity, a distraught fangirl.

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But then I looked up, I let out a gasp
My bestie and I, our hands were a clasp
For who had walked in through that door
It was he! The new Math Professor!
Our eyes met, my mind was a whirl
Rejuvenated to life was the dead fangirl.

 

Wait! (short story)

“Wait! That hat won’t protect you from the sun! It’s more suitable for the summers in your land. But it looks good on you!” The young girl beamed her friendly smile at me. My pale skin had already started to burn from the blazing rays of the unrelenting Indian sun but I was not one to give up easily. I ignored her, continuing on my day’s adventure with a big thermos of ice-cold water slung from my shoulder, sunscreen lotion and mosquito-repellent slathered on every inch of exposed skin, a dozen small bottles of the best brand of mineral water and my expensive DSLR camera. Hat and dark shades perfectly in place, I was annoyed by her over-friendly demeanour. Turning around, I tried to fix her with an unfriendly gaze but her smile did not falter.

“Look at your face! It’s as red as my bangles.” Giggling, she held up her slender wrists adorned with inexpensive glass bangles, four in each hand. Their ruby red shimmered and dazzled in the sunlight. “Here.” She extended her hand with an earthen cup clutched in her fingers which was full of some watery liquid. “Have some ‘lassi’. Home-made. Very good in the heat.”

I noticed that her blouse hung loose on her ill-nourished body and her teeth were rather large when she smiled. Her dark brown skin seemed to have a lustre to it though, may be the unpolluted air all around helped. Her long skirt, which was worn out and patched in some places billowed in the warm breeze and she wrapped it tightly around her as she kept smiling that happy, friendly smile and stared at me with hopeful eyes, willing me to take the cup from her. In this remote village in Southern India, I was surprised this girl could even converse in English.

“No, thank you. I have my own,” I replied unsmiling but she continued to hold it out to me. I thought she had not understood.
“I said I don’t need that!” I said, pointing to the tiny earthen tumbler, a little too loudly and perhaps a little more curtly than I had intended. This time, she did seem to understand and nodded nervously, her eyes sad, and it seemed for a moment that a cloud had obscured her countenance. But the next moment, she was smiling at me again as she took a few steps forward which brought her closer. Instinctively, I drew back and slipped my hand inside my pocket to make sure my wallet was safe. What did this girl want?

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When I had left my home in Kent, London, to come on this expedition with a group of photographers like me who worked for prestigious newspapers and internationally acclaimed television channels, I had been repeatedly warned by my wife and friends.

“India!” My wife exclaimed woefully. “Haven’t you been following the news? Come on, Brett! You work alongside journalists every day! How can you not know! ”

I really did know and I could not blame her. I knew about the problems…… the safety issues that had risen almost to the point of threat, especially for foreigners like us, who were often thought of as extremely rich, with thick wads of pound and dollar bills stacked in their wallets. My journalist friend Tim and his female companion were assaulted on his work-cum-holiday expedition in the mangrove forests and marshy lands situated in the India-Bangladesh border. They were there to film some exotic wild life seen in that region, especially the majestic Bengal tiger and were staying at a forest bungalow. A few of the hooligans targeted his girlfriend and Tim was lucky to have been carrying his licensed fire arm which ultimately saved their lives. Tim had recounted this tale of horror many times in gatherings and parties and I had heard many more about duping, frauds and also using children as decoys before the actual gang looted the unwitting tourists. All those horror stories flooded my mind as I tried to calm myself down mentally. What were the odds of this teenager robbing me? Not much, I assured myself.

I was standing at the foot of a small hillock in a deserted stretch of land and there were not many people around. She, on her own was no match for a six feet two burly man like me but what if her gang was hiding in the bushes, waiting to pounce at the first signal from her? What if the drink that she was trying so hard to get me to drink was drugged! I thought fast. May be offering her some money would help me get rid of her…..

“Here, take this…” I held out two hundred rupee notes to her, “You can keep this for… err…. for offering me the drink.” I tried to smile.
Instantly, she started shaking her head and her smile vanished too. “Not selling. Just… just wanted to….,” she seemed to be struggling to find the correct word, “Help! Yes, help.” She smiled again, and her eyes lit up. “Amma says we must try to do a good deed every day to wash away the dirt from our souls. I don’t know what a soul is but when our hut become too hot to stay inside, I make this drink and distribute among all, makes me very happy! I made this myself….,” she labored on.

I noticed that she had placed her precious possession, the earthen cup right next to her and was looking at it anxiously from time to time, as if it would jump up and spill all its contents on the dry earth.

“I always wash my hands and use boiled and cooled water….with yogurt,” she uttered like a parrot and I could not help but smile. I was worried she would ask me to take her drink again but she did not. Humanity poked me in the ribs and I was thinking that maybe I could have one tiny sip, (after all, I was carrying all the necessary medication with me) but the bottled water hiding in my backpack chaffed me and I gave up on the idea. Instead, I asked her what her name was.

“Rumani.” She smiled her toothy grin again. “What’s yours?” I was amazed by her lack of inhibition towards me which was very uncommon in this part of the world. “Brett,” I told her.

“What do you do?” Her questions came quickly and her eyes sparkled in her frank, brown face, as if I was her gateway to a magical world that she had never glimpsed before. I pointed to my camera. “I take pictures.”
“Of what?” I could see curiosity bubbling in her and she gazed, in turn, at my face and at my camera in wondrous amazement.

“Of people, places, animals, nature… anything that is interesting.” I glanced at my watch. It was getting late and I still had to cover a few kilometers to meet up with another photographer buddy who had been covering an Indian temple. The midday sun was blazing like a ball of fire and I noticed the little rivulets of sweat meandering down my face and back. The heat was roasting my skin, penetrating slowly but surely through my cotton shirt. It was too much to bear. She watched with keen eyes as I guzzled the cold water from my thermos. It was time to eat some lunch but the heat made me oblivious to hunger. Looking around frantically, I tried to find a means of transport; bus, cab, anything that could take me to my destination but none were in sight. Cursing under my breath in frustration, I glanced at my watch again.

“Are you getting late?” she piped in her slightly shrill voice. I nodded, barely having the energy to talk. She stared at me for a minute or two. “You need to come with me, to my hut. Its close by. I think you’re going to be sick.”

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“No!” That’s the last thing I wanted to do but she was right. I was distinctly starting to feel sick and nauseated. There was no tall tree in sight, just a few shrubs scattered here and there which provided no solace from the oppressive heat. Feeling giddy, I stumbled and was about to fall, face-first on the dry, reddish-brown soil but the girl rushed forward and placing her thin arms under my shoulders, succeeded somehow, in breaking my fall. As I knelt on the ground, holding my head in my hands, I saw her unfasten my backpack from my shoulders and rummage through it.

‘Ahh! There she goes, the little thief!’ I thought, alarmed and angry. ‘All that pretence and now stealing my stuff, taking advantage of my situation!’ Thankfully, there was nothing of much value in the backpack except a spare t-shirt, a small towel, bottled water and my box of sandwiches. She could keep those if she wanted to. Even on the verge of losing consciousness, I could forgive her for stealing my stuff. She was needy, I could see that. If only I had the strength to sit up and call my friend for help! Out of the corner of my eye, I could see her still ransacking my backpack at lightning speed….. I had expected her to run with it! What was she looking for?

Soon, she found the towel and without wasting a minute, she soaked it in the cold water from my flask. She patted my face with the cold towel, gently wiping my eyes with it. At first, I held her hand when she proceeded to take my shades off, but she clicked her tongue impatiently and scolded me for being childish. I noticed that she folded the sunglasses and tucked it carefully in the side pocket of my backpack.

“Careful, now! Don’t sprain your neck! Lower your head slowly!” I did as directed and she hauled my backpack which was lying abandoned on one side, placing it under my head gently. She continued washing my face and neck with the cold towel and splashed some of the ice-cold water on my head. She ran her fingers through my hair repeatedly to spread the wetness all over and then bent over me to look into my eyes, worry and concern writ large on her sun-tanned face. I tried to smile encouragingly.

“You feel better? Hmm? Drink some water.” The girl knelt beside me and lifted my head on her lap. She poured the water gently down my throat, combing my hair with her bony fingers and sprinkling some cold water in my hair as she had done before. It was a little embarrassing but I was already feeling better. I felt strong enough to sit up.

“Don’t!” She scolded and though I knew I was definitely feeling better, I decided to give in to the mother-like authority in her voice and the fierce look on her face. Abandoning my efforts of sitting up, I smiled at her from my prostrate position on the hard, sun-baked earth.

“Thank you for taking such good care of me,” I croaked. “I feel so much better. How old are you?”
“Twenty-two,” she answered carelessly and I was genuinely surprised. I looked at her malnourished body and her face with the slightly high cheek bones.

“You’ve to come home with me. I need my mother to make sure you’ll be alright. You need a cool bath and…. do you have a phone?” she inquired, after a pause.
“Look, I am alright. I really am! I can be on my way now.” I tried to assure her. My conscience kept chiding me for the thoughts I had about her being a thief but now I didn’t want to burden her and her family with looking after me.

A hot breeze had started blowing and she seemed to get more restless. She dismissed my claims with a wave of her hand. “Give me your phone!” I fished it out of my pocket and handed it to her.
“Amma works at the local health clinic here. The only one that takes care of the sick from three near-by villages including ours. None of us have a phone… no one in our village. But this health clinic has a phone so I will try to get her to help….” She waved her hand again when I started to protest, as if swatting an invisible fly and I sighed at her obstinacy. Meanwhile, she kept talking as she took off my canvas shoes and started sponging my feet with the towel, much to my displeasure.
“That is the only phone here… for miles. Oh, one more… the police station… .”
“Is your mother a nurse?” I asked, tentatively. My voice sounded better than before.
“She is a doctor. Actually, the only doctor here for miles. She used to study in a college for doctors, she told me… in a very big city… in Bangalore! I’ve been there once…” she hesitated. “To meet my grandparents…my mother’s parents…” She was staring at the ground, and poking it with a stick absent-mindedly. Her countenance, though partially hidden, was clouded by pain.

She continued, as if compelled by some obligation. “They didn’t behave with us nicely. My grandfather didn’t speak a word to any of us… neither me, nor my parents… and my grandmother hugged me and cried a lot. My mother cried too. She was the only one who gave me sweets… lots of sweets and bangles and a lovely dress. My father sat quietly in one corner, looking guilty as a thief.”

She hesitated. “You see, Appa is a farmer. Not much educated. He has a small piece of land here but…. farming isn’t easy in these dry regions.” I nodded.

Amma and Appa fell in love when Amma went to see her father’s village. Then Appa followed her back to the city. They wanted to get married but my grandfather wouldn’t hear of it. So, they eloped.”
She started to giggle and made me smile.

“In true Bollywood fashion, eh?” I countered. She nodded, happily.

The positivism and innocence of this young woman whom destiny had deceived in so many ways struck me as extraordinary.

“We are poor but Amma and Appa says that the most important thing is we are happy.”

She glanced at the phone in my hand and slapped her forehead with her palm, berating herself for her distraction.
“Yes, the number. ” she closed her eyes and thought for a minute, then started to dial but the complex touchscreen eluded her and she handed it back to me. She gazed attentively as I dialed the number and signaled for her to speak. Her face glowed with wonder and amazement as she saw the lights flicker, like a child who had just been given a magic wand!

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“You want one like it?” I had to find a way to repay this unexpected kindness. For a moment, her eyes glowed like embers. Then she smiled and shook her head in a no.
“Too expensive!” She was holding the phone as if it was something sacred. “Not good for us!”

Her mother arrived soon, together with her husband and they insisted I spend some time resting in their house. The husband nodded and smiled and I guessed he wasn’t conversant in English. Her mother, simple, yet graceful, spoke to me and explained that I had suffered a heat-stroke, so it was best I stayed indoors to avoid more damage from the insufferable heat. As there were no motels or lodges within miles, they insisted that I accompany them.

“We can’t offer you much,” she smiled, as I appreciated her graceful bearings, “but we just want to make sure you don’t suffer another heat-stroke. It’s only going to get worse if you try to keep walking in this heat.”

I didn’t want that so I did as told. The young woman turned on the only small, run-down table fan that produced more noise than cool air and stood on a wobbly table. Struggling, she dragged a heavy, wooden
chair in front of it and in spite of my protests, forced me to sit on it. A few of their neighbors arrived to behold the sight… elderly women offering words of advice, at least that’s what I guessed from their tone… school-age boys with bare torsos and shorts which they had to keep hitching up to avoid a wardrobe malfunction and young women who peeked from behind the door and windows, giggling and
shoving each other. I waved at one of them and she blushed furiously, then burst into a fit of giggles and disappeared behind the door.

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My young hostess returned with an earthen tumbler in her hand. “Oh dear!” I thought. “Not that again!”
She smiled as she handed it to me.
Distracted by the giggling girls behind the door, she shooed them away with a few angry words.
“Don’t mind them…” she pointed to the door and shook her head in mock anger, “they have never seen a foreigner before!”

I took a tiny sip from the tumbler and liked it immediately. It was nothing like I had ever tasted…. very different from the soda and the
lemonade we buy from the stores. The cool earthen tumbler had lent the drink a distinct aroma and flavor.

I drank the rest in two quick gulps and looked up to see her smiling with satisfaction.
“Like it?” She beamed. “Appa wanted to get some rice pudding for you but Amma wasn’t sure the milk would suit you…..” She took the tumbler from my hand. “I will make some more for you.”

Without a moment’s hesitation, she pulled another bottle out of my backpack and ran to the tiny kitchen.

As dusk set in, more people arrived with plates laden with food. The mother and daughter got busy serving me. They set the plates down on the floor around me and with their palms joined together, urged me to eat. It was an overwhelming moment. For the first time, I shed my inhibitions and worries aside and shared in their joy of being able to help me. It was like a glimpse to a different world, the happy faces, the toothless smiles, the kind words uttered in an alien language which Rumani tried her best to translate somehow left me speechless.

I started taking pictures of them, the young and old alike. Rumani posed and giggled ceaselessly and I kept clicking her photos. I promised I would print her pictures and send them to her and she provided me with the address of her mother’s clinic.

My friend, who I could finally contact, arrived soon after, looking worried and flustered. But I had never felt so serene and peaceful before. As I stepped outside their hut, the crowd followed me to the car. I joined my palms in greeting and then turned to my hosts. Fishing out a couple of large bills from my wallet, I gestured
to her father to accept them.

He shook his head vehemently and uttered, “Atithi deva bhava.” Puzzled, I looked to Rumani for help and found her looking slightly affronted.

“The guest is the divine Himself,” she explained, “we don’t charge the guest for food and shelter!” All I could do was sigh and walk to the car. She walked with me.

Once I was seated inside, I looked at her face one last time. Her smile was beautiful.

“Come with me!” I blurted, even before realizing that I had spoken the words. Beside me, I could hear my friend gasp as a blush crept up her cheeks. Rumani looked bewildered. Slowly, she turned around and walked back to where her people stood waving, as I stared silently at her retreating form.

After a few days, I mailed the photographs to her. Behind one of her photos, I scribbled a quick note that I would be leaving India the following week and she should contact me if she needed any help in future. I included my address and was sure I would hear from her soon.
I did not.

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Years passed and Rumani remained an obscure presence in my mind. One day, I received a letter from her.

“I am getting married next month.” she had written, “We, in our little village, often relive the happy memories we made with you and cherish the photos you sent us. Thank you.”

I scanned the letter eagerly. She had signed her name with a heart to dot the -i- but my eyes were searching for more. Then, I caught a few words at the bottom of the page that had been scribbled out hastily, yet could still be deciphered. I smiled as I read.

The words were: “And please remember to wear a good hat.”

Love is in the Air

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“Will he remember me?” The eight year old asks. Her eyes glance nervously at her mom, a hand-made Valentine’s clutched between her fingers.

“Of course he will, my love!” Her mother assures her. The little girl stares at the portrait of her father mounted on the wall. “Mom says I have your eyes, dad..” she whispers, “I miss you dad, I don’t remember much of you except,,” she pauses, “You sang to me at bedtime….” Her face brightens, on a sudden thought.

“Was it Baby Beluga, mom?” She asks, filled with hope. Her mom nods, her voice choked. Forcing herself to smile, she prays for strength.

“See, I remember! Mom says I was just five when you…” Her words falter. She places the card on the tripod below the portrait. “Happy Valentine’s Dad!” She rushes off to make another one.

Her mom inches closer to her husband’s frame, “I got ice-cream and its the flavor you love,” she whispers conspiratorially, “and just like before, am gonna eat yours too!”

Does the portrait really listen? Does it even care?

Her tears are falling fresh and fast for love is in the air.

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Dreamy in her pristine white satin and veil, she gulps and shifts awkwardly

She cannot do this! She needs to run! She just isn’t ready!

Far across the aisle, she spots her groom, watching her intently. Her legs have turned to  stone.

When her father nudges her gently, “Answer your phone!”

Its her groom. “I know you wanna run,” he says, “let’s run away together.. Soon!

You can say ‘T do” later… but let’s have the honeymoon!”

She giggles and blushes, like the peach roses in her hair

And strides down the aisle to stand with him for love is in the air.

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Fragile, disheveled, the man always sat…. muttering in a corner

Folks spoke of how his love betrayed him for riches he could not buy

Left him desolate and raving mad. Yet he smiled at me as if he did not have a care

And shrieked in a hoarse, rattling tone, “Love is in the air!”

The big car swerved but he had jumped. Mangled, he lay on the road but I could barely shed a tear.

He must have thought this an apt occasion for love is in the air.

 

Dear ‘Unattainable’

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Dear ‘Unattainable
I have been up since four-fifteen in the morning and now its six o’ clock. I know I should get more sleep, the dark circles around my eyes are testimony to that. This, you see, is the most beautiful time of day, when the mad din of the ever-rushing world has not yet begun. It’s the time when I feel that I can talk to my soul and ask for advice, when everything seems so calm and peaceful, when sleep has not removed its blanket of dreams yet and the world is huddled under it, serenely. I stood on the balcony and stared at the empty roads and twinkling traffic lights, thinking of you and wondering if ….you were thinking of me, too! A smile crept up my lips (thoughts of you always guarantee a smile) and my most fervent hopes came to life. But they were soon rebuked by my inner voice….that tiny, annoying little thing that speaks from inside you… “Stop fooling yourself and go back to sleep!” it mocked me and I asked it to shut up.

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That ‘miss you’ message I sent you was just to see if you would answer. Hoping against hope, you know.  You have removed yourself from my world, but I could not give up on you as easily.  I sigh, throwing my hands up in the air. Some people never learn!

But, hold on… I am losing my train of thought. I have so much to tell you. Still. Where were we? Oh yes! I am still not able to erase you out of my existence, my mundane day-to-day life. You still feature very prominently in everything I do! You are like a movie star, unreachable, unfathomable. A beautiful lie. But you are there, your smiling face brightening up the walls of my mind, just like the posters I used to decorate the walls of my room with, as a silly kid.
Reminiscing about you makes me hungry. Let me grab a bowl of pasta. If there is anything I love as much as you, its pasta.

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I just recalled how you were once teaching me to cook pasta the right way… so that it’s neither too hard nor too tender. That was the first time I witnessed your passion for pasta! May be it was all that mozzarella and parmesan that fused my heart to yours. My love for cheese, it makes me so ‘cheesy.’ You have always called my writings cheesy. And, as I looked crestfallen, you scrutinized my pout and winked at me. “But don’t worry! I like cheese,” Your words echoed with a merry laughter and I laughed with you and that is how every day, every moment you have breathed your magic into my soul. Now that you no longer touch me with that magic of yours, I yearn for it. I wait for my days to turn into nights when I can lose myself in thoughts of you without the fear of retribution.

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The fusion of souls… I had read about it somewhere but I believed in it only after I fell for you, albeit, hopelessly. I have always felt, dear ‘Unreachable now’, that our souls are meant to be together…. forever and beyond that. Just like Voldemort had attached part of his soul with Harry’s, unintentionally, you soldered part of your soul into mine, again, unintentionally. (I cannot thank J.K. Rowling enough for this, great writer that she is) Each conversation, each moment of laughter and closeness shared with you made me believe more firmly in ‘Till death do us part’. Little did I know that the parting was to come too soon.

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I do not blame you for parting ways. People fall in and out of love all the time. It is just that you removed yourself so smoothly from my life that I am still grappling with the damage caused  … after years. I feel glorified by the love I still feel for you and crushed by the distress I heap upon myself because I cannot let go. May be, I never will. Call it hero-worshipping, but then, you are my hero. Yes, in the present tense, you are my hero.

Through all the tears that I have shed in the solitude of the merciful nights, I have realized that I will not be able to get over you and that is alright. If it ever does happen, I will embrace it whole-heartedly but for now I want to be happy with the thought that I loved and lost. I want to smile because I knew you, once.  I forgive myself for not getting over you, my sojourner, and in the process forgive you for arousing all those emotions in me which, perhaps, you do not even deserve to know about.

May love find you some day.
Cheesy from Cheese Dale.